Revisiting my core values
noticing how my body changes with each one.
and how much it takes me to my childhood-
always feeling “different”
and couldn't pinpoint why.
trying to fit into the
logic and strive for perfection
to cover up my nervousness to declare
that I simply wanted to make art
with my ideas….
and I am still waiting to choose this.
What would it look like to see
myself as someone different
than what I’ve done /
my accomplishments?
What would it look like to see myself
just for being me?
nothing else. no accomplishments.
Be a seeker.
But don’t seek so hard
that you seek your way out of creating
your own shit.
Curiosity swings us in both directions -
seeking and doing.
Stay in your lane.
I never liked numbers
times
rankings
statistics
stuff like that, anyway.
but I can count my images.
