Where do I begin-
often times you do not know how
much you truly desire/crave something in your life, until
YOU DO IT.
as my friend Kimmy says-
you put it in motion-
because if I told you the truth=
Durango was a break that I
didn’t know I needed and
thought if I put it off long enough
that I would just be FINE…
never again.
locate your motion.
I dreamt for the first time since before my art show last night.
THAT, is very important to me-
Because it tells me I am in a regenerating mental “outfit”
that starts NOW.
like getting a valentine dropped in your valentines day bag in the school classroom-
like that first bite of dessert-
that 10 hours of sleep night.
like that handwritten letter-
like this list.
…something routinely regenerates your mind…
what is it?
AND MAYBE
I don’t need to force myself to feel differently.
maybe those feelings are momentum to make change.
and maybe-
there is nothing wrong with me -
other than my own belief that I can’t feel.
Most messages we hear (in society)
have many interpretations.
one to be careful with:
“be independent, you don’t need anything/one-do your thing.”
and also-
“receive! receive! allow it in and surrender, accept..”
my take?
BOTH ARE TRUE - one goes with the other
know you to receive you. address yours.
We can be both
strong and independent
and
receiving,
open,
let it in-
accept.
to know yourself and your strength is to receive it in return.
